God did not help me to repair my broken brain at all, not in the spiritual sense. My broken brain is repaired by sheer determination, will and effort. When I took the God route, it caused me to depend on an outside force, which was the seed of my problem in the first place. In order to repair my brain I had to start from the inside out, all alone in a cold dark void. It was only when I ventured there without any outside force to rescue me from the reality that I began to truly heal and understand my own power. It is from this place that I can choose God without obligation.
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